What A Day!!
OK...so i was hoping today was going to get much better...i figured i had enough paper work piled up from the last 6 weeks of not being at work that maybe i could get away with sitting at my desk all day and not over working myself on my first day back. Boy was i wrong. The moment my boss got to work i was called in a meeting and asked what i am able and what i am unable to do within my job description. When i explained how i felt and what i would be able to do and how far i was willing to push myself, i was told that maybe i shouldn't be back at work yet since due to the fact that i can't work as hard as i want to they would need the person that was covering my shifts would have to stay in our office to help around with everything i can't do and there is no point of me being there if either way they need an extra hand. And then he ended our conversation by notifying me that i would be re-evaluated sometime next week depending on how much work i am able to do and if they believe i can be there without this extra person. So of course i don't want to lose my job so i ran around like crazy and pushed myself s far as my body would physically let me and worn myself out pretty badly. By the end of the day my feet felt like they had doubled in size and my stomach pains were unbearable...we will see how tomorrow goes, but at this point i am not too sure if it is worth putting myself through this much agony just to keep my boss to leave me alone....i'm keeping my fingers crossed that tomorrow will only get better.